I was thinking back on the wedding this weekend and my role as a photographer.
Photographing weddings is kind of like giving birth to a baby. Or what I imagine (since I never have.) Months of giddy,expectant anticipation of the Big Day. Reading how-to books and making preparations.... and of course, Buying Stuff.In my case it would be extra flash cards, reflectors and another lens.
Then there are those sleepless nights where you lie awake wondering if you'll be a Good-Enough mother-and-or-photographer and feeling the weight on your shoulders.
When the actual Bid Day/ Big Moment does arrive there is no time to think. Just do. And while up for the task...your body does weigh in with its own voice.... somewhere around that 15th hour of labor. And, you notice its not fun anymore...or atleast...its not as fun as it might be....if your feet weren't so numb.
The next day - as I sat and nursed my still-sore feet...the volume of photographs still in their little flash cards cried out for attention. Much like having babies again... The big job is not having the baby - but raising the baby! In photography that involves something called Digital Workflow, although in my experience, there is no "flow" to the term Digitial Workflow.
It is about this time that I find myself swearing that I'll never do another wedding. I've heard that women feel this way during childbirth. NO more babies after this! Photographers could relate to this.Even within those first few days of gazing at a baby or your images that you created and make you smile...the inspiration to do it all over again doesn't come back right away. No... it still takes awhile. As a photographer, it's not enough to have the images. I have to get them sent off to Pictage, so the B&G can view them. Again- much like a newborn baby, which, while babies are a miracle for sure....some can be quite ugly at first. Nothing alittle scrubbing and cute baby clothes can't fix. Same thing for pics! This process of sprucing up the baby takes around 3 days to a week- at which point mothers-and-photographers breathe a sigh of contentment and it is ONLY at this point that the pleasure of producing a memorable image (or baby) begins ever so slightly to outweigh any pain associated with the production there of.
And THAT is why babies are still being born.... and I will still be saying yes...to photographing weddings.